Reflecting

It is two months later, and I barely remember having started this blog. A blog that I titled, Fighting for Faith... Fighting for Faith, because I was crying out and acknowledging that life and religion for me were turning into a battle. A battle that, clearly, I was losing. In my last (and only) post I shared this underlying acceptance that I was slowly and steadily declining. That my faith and life were crumbling. To be honest  with you though, I don’t even remember writing any of it, I was shocked today as I went back and looked at my words...

Two months have passed since I first recognized and expressed my pain. Two months have passed since I first shared with the world what was really going on. Most importantly, ONE month has passed, since God finally broke me.......

It is time now for sharing. Before my thoughts are lost, before this event simply becomes a suppressed memory... This is my reflection, on a scary prayer come true...